I was gonna update earlier but I wanted to make this longer. I need to speed up the fic.
so here it is.


Enjoy.

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Will you stay/Don't hate me
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I laid next to him. My back to his chest and his legs curled behind me.
Our naked bodies fit perfectly together. His hand caressing my side and resting at my hip. I could tell he felt my other mark and I know I also carry his.
“What is this?” He asked. His fingers gliding over lord Eunhyuk’s mark.
My fingers find his in the dark and they follow his fingers as they glide over my mark.
“it’s a scar I got as a child when a dog bit me.” I answered and entwined his fingers with mine.
“I’m sorry.” I said to detour his questioning mind.
“For what?” His voice gruff and husky over my shoulder.
His arm wrap around my bare waist.
“For all of this. I just don’t like locked doors, I guess.”
“Why?” His lips play at my ear.
“When I was a small child my mother died and after that my father used to beat me and lock me inside a closet.” I shut my lips tight. I didn’t expect to tell him that. Lord Eunhyuk doesn’t even know that.
I don’t know what it was that about him that made it easier for me to confess such secrets but I figured this as a way to lure him into my trap and eventually have him trapped.
“Poor baby.” His lips grazed my ear so close and moved away. He did this in a teasing manner. “Well from now on. I won’t leave you in locked doors. Okay?”
“Promise?” I turned around and faced him with the little light I could see his eyes shine so brightly. Behind the wolf’s eyes were something that begin to melt.
There was something inside of him that he is hiding. I could feel it.
“Is there something in my eyes that you find interesting?”
“You know a secret of mine. But I don’t even know anything about you.”
“What is there you want to know?” He asked.
“Why me?”
“I am trying to figure that out myself. There is something about you that is so…” He pulled into a kiss just briefly and pulled away. His lips just a breath away from mine. His eyes looked directly into mine.
There was something so pure and innocent. Something that is begging to live yet there is a shadow cast over it. It was as if he was begging for life but no one has yet to release him.
I could see his bare soul hoping that I’d be the one to set him free.
I pulled away from him and lay on my back to stray from that one moment of innocence.
“Listen, I have to go some place. I’ll be gone for a while. I will be back later. Will you be here when I get back?” He sat up in bed and gathered his clothes.
“maybe.”
“If you need anything just ask the servants they will get you anything you want and need..”
“And if I want you?” I sat up but found myself back on my back.
He nestled between my legs and grinded into me and enticed a moan from my lips.
“I’ll be back.”
“Promise.” I pulled him into a kiss and my fingers laced into his hair.
“I promise.”
His tongue licked my upper lip and he pulled away and hurriedly dressed. I watched as he left quietly.
I lay on my back and found myself already missing his warmth. I sat there and stared at the ceiling for the longest time before a shiver brought me back to my senses.
I sat up and gathered my clothes and walked to the bathroom just feet away.
I threw my clothes into a pile and stepped into the shower.
I let the water wash traces of his touch off of me. I wanted nothing but to become pure under the water’s wet caress but this body would need a waterfall to become cleansed of the many things it has been put through.
I could still feel the many who have touched me but for some strange feeling Yoochun’s touch felt different from all the rest but I don’t know.
I shut off the hot water and stepped out of the shower. I took a towel and wrapped it around my waist. I wiped the fog from the mirrors and studied my reflection.
I looked to the mark at my hip.
Eunhyuk made it after I had met him.
I was raped by my father after he found me with another man and he beat me before throwing me onto the streets.
Eunhyuk found me and took me in. I stayed with him for two years. I wouldn’t allow him to touch me and he respected that. Then just a few months ago he gave me this mission after he gave me his mark. He told me loves me and after this mission he will take me away to his land and live with me forever. He gave me back my sanity and in return I must do this for him.
I leaned down to get my pants when a small brown bottle rolled from the pockets.

(FLASHBACK)

“Take this bottle.” Eunhyuk gave me this small brown bottle.
“What is this?” I asked looking at the contents.
“It is werewolf pheromones.”
“Pheromones?”
“Just dab a little on your neck and the closet werewolf will be at your feet. I need you to do this while Yoochun is in the room. He is your target. Get him to give you the mark. I don’t want to say this but it must be done.
Let him love you. Let him touch you. Let him hold you but never, ever give him anything back.
Use what you have to get into his heart and then that is where I come in.
After I see that you have done all that I’ve asked then I will take you back and from then you’ll be mine forever.
You must understand that he has taken so much from me for a long time. Now it is time he knows what it feels like to have something you want snatched away from you. He needs to know that pain for he made me feel it all to well.”
“Okay lord Eunhyuk I will do all you want me to do. I love you of course I’ll do anything for you.” I went to embrace him but he stepped away.
“From now on we can’t see each other. You must leave. My scent is all over you. Take some time away until my scent is gone from your body. Donghae will be there to make sure you aren’t captured.”
“But Donghae hates me.”
“Donghae is just being himself.”
“but…”
Eunhyuk stepped so close to me his lips almost touching mine.
“Listen to all I’ve said. For the sake of our love you must do this for us. I love you never forget that.”
So close but so far he was.

(FLASHBACK END)

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I don’t know why I could be attracted so much to someone such as him.
He is like…
I don’t even know how to describe someone such as him.
I stepped into the room and instantly my mood went from content to all out rage.
“Jung Yunho. What the Hell are you doing here?”
“Its nice to see you too brother.”
“I’m no longer your brother.”
“I only came here to warn you.”
“Warn me of what? You gonna take something else of mine?”
“No. Eunhyuk has sent a spy out. Be careful. These times you must watch your back.”
“Stay out of my affairs blood sucker.”
Yunho barred his fanged teeth. Oh yes my brother. He was an immortal bloodsucker. You could say we went into different professions.
He went into blood and I went into the body. I would rather eat meat than to drink blood like some mosquito.
“Yoochun.” I looked passed to Yunho to see my ex-mate.
“Jaejoong. Now look at you the ever beautiful immortal. I think you look fine as a blood sucker but as a werewolf you would look so damn sexy.”
“Yoochun please. We are over this you should get over this too.”
“How can I? I fuckin gave you my goddamn heart you chose my brother over me. Why?”
“Because I love him.” I watched as Jaejoong took Yunho’s hand and they exchanged glances.
“And me?”
“I will always love you but I love your brother on a level that I won’t love you. I’m sorry.”
“He was mine first. We were together for the longest time and then you came. I swear to this day that he is under one of your spells. He probably under one of them right now.”
“Stop whining brother. The ever childish one. We both agreed to let Jaejoong chose who he wanted to be with. We must respect his wishes. Besides I heard you already have a new mate.”
“So you’ve been talking to Changmin again.”
“He worries about you. He only wants you to be happy.”
“Yeah yeah yeah. I’ve heard this all before. I already know about the spy in fact I expected him to do this so that is why I have taken precautionary measures to prevent a spy from infiltrating my clan. You take care of your pack of mosquitoes. I will take care of my clan of…”
“Mutts?” Yunho interrupted.
“Mutts?” Changmin entered the room. “I resent that name. I hope Yunho knows there is a whole pack standing outside of the door who haven’t been fed yet and with our ears we can hear you even from upstairs.”
“Of course I know that. I can smell wet fur all over this place.” Yunho sneered at the door and turned back.
“So is that all you have to say?”
“I heard that you are becoming irresponsible. You haven’t even paid attention to your own clan. As a leader of a clan of my own I am here to make sure you do a better job.”
I looked to Changmin.
“I am sorry Yoochun but it isn’t just me who thinks this. I am just the only one who isn’t afraid of you.”
“I don’t need this. I have things to get back to.” I turned from them.
“Your new mate?” Jaejoong softly spoke.
I looked over my shoulder. “Jealous?”
“Yoochun get back here. We have things we need to discuss.”
“Discuss them with Changmin. He seems to know what he’s doing.” I stormed out of the room.
Who do they think they are to tell me how to run my pack. I walked down the hall and seen the many wolves lining it. They put their head down in shame.
I just kept walking.
I opened my door and seen Junsu with his back to me on the other side of the room. A small towel wrapped around his waist.
I quietly stalked towards him and wrapped my arms around his warm body.
He stiffened at my embrace but softened after he realized it was me. My lips played at his neck near the mark I’ve given him.
I took in his scent. He smelled so clean like after the rain when the breezed blows the scent of freshness. A shiver ran through his body.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Your breathing on my neck. It tickles.”
I turned him around and looked into his eyes. I pulled him close enough to kiss and his eyes shuttered shut.
“Open your eyes.”
He looked right into my eyes like before. It was as if he was seeing the deepest part of me.
I looked down to his lips. They parted to let his breath out.
“Will you stay?” I asked watching the steady even flutter of his lips.
“Why?” His warm breath feathering over my face.
“because one night can never be enough. I need you like a fire needs oxygen.”
“But fire destroys everything in its path.”
“No it gives light to make a way for a new beginning.”
“Beginning for what?”
“this.” I took his face in my hands and pulled him into a kiss.
Mmmm…..
What is it about him that is addictive? Why do I need him like this? We are just lovers are we not but why must I crave more than his body? Why must I want his embrace, why must I need him in my heart?
I pulled away from Junsu and the overwhelming feeling building in my chest. I took him into my arms and held him, content with just having him in my arms.
“Fine I’ll stay.” He whispered into my shoulder and his arms returned the embrace.
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Few weeks have passed and Yunho had refused to leave and him and Jaejoong live just in town. They have yet to see Junsu but I would rather they not lay eyes on him. I would rather they stay out of my life. In a few days it will time for the full moon. I must get Junsu away before he becomes someone’s next meal.
I have contemplated the idea of having him as my fledgling but as of right now he is safe being a mortal at least this way he can still turn away.
How must I tell him he needs to be away from me for a while.
I laid in bed. His head on my chest, his hand just resting above my heart.
I looked over his face in the darkness.
In this state he almost seemed child-like.
Since he’s been at my side, I’ve come to concentrate more on the pack. I have sent out guards ever night at every new rumor.
First Lord Eunhyuk was seen here and there and every where. My guards are tired but at least they haven’t complained. I have watchmen set at every corner of the small town. There was not one mortal nor undead that I’ve not heard of leaving the town or coming into town.
Changmin’s has kept quiet with his complaint instead he is overseeing the watchmen. What they report to him is what he reports to me. He has a very unique person. He need no desires perfection so I know I can trust him. His loyalty is just as great as his need to be the best.
Junsu…
Junsu is like the perfect lover. He is the perfect person. It seems he is a perfect match and not only I have thought that but Changmin has also said so.
He is there at my side but he has yet to know of the animal inside of me. The beast that would tear him to shreds if tempted enough.
“Yoochun.” His hand reached up to my face.
“Shh… go back to sleep.” I took his hand and held it in my own.
“I can’t.”
“Why?” I asked.
“because you’re still awake. Why?”
“Because I like watching you sleep.” I answered. “So go back to sleep.”
“but I can’t sleep with someone watching me.”
“Okay fine but after you promise me one thing.”
“Hmm.”
“In two days I need you to leave for one night. I need you to get as far as you can from here okay?”
“Why?”
“Just do it for me.”
“Why should I leave? Is there someone you don’t want me to see or maybe its someone you don’t want to see me?”
“No its not like that.”
“Then what is it?”
“There is an important business matter that must be discussed in private with you away from the house.”
“So this business matter is more important than me?”
“no Junsu its not like that. Its just for your safety you must leave just for one night.”
“Asking me to leave just for one night is like telling me you have another lover. If you have another lover just tell me. I’m from a brothel its not like I haven’t come between lovers before. Just tell me. I would rather hear the truth than to believe a lie.”
“You really want to know?” I looked to him.
He nodded.
Can I trust him with this secret?
Would he leave knowing this secret?
No, now is not the time.
“There is a very dangerous person coming here and if he knows about you he will have you killed so please for the sake of me. Please leave just for that one night.”
“Why would he kill me?”
“Because your important to me.”
“Am I?”
“Yes.”
“How important?”
“Important enough to not want you dead.”
“fine in two days I’ll leave for one night.”
“Thank you.”
“but you must do one thing for me.”
“What is that?”
“whatever happens don’t hate me.”
“What do you mean?”
“I can take whatever you put me through just don’t hate me.”
“Why would I hate you?”
“Because of my lifestyle. If given the right price I will turn away from you.”
“You once told me that there is a certain currency that will make you stay with me forever what currency is that?”
“Your heart.”
“My heart?”
“Yes give me your heart and I’ll stay with you forever.”
“Will you give me your heart if I do such a thing?”
“Its already yours.”
I sat up and turned on the lights. He too sat up.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, the way you move your body, the way you speak, the way you are, I can’t help but want you for my own and if one day you get tired of me, I will leave but not without a fight.”
“So you gave me your heart so easily.”
“These past few weeks have been amazing. I don’t think I had a love such as you. Your so skill yet leave me want more and in that time I’ve come to…” He looked away.
I pulled his face towards me.
“You’ve come to what.”
“I don’t know how to describe this feeling I feel. Its as if I am floating when if we are together like this. I am happy to be with you like this.”
“I don’t know if I could give you my heart but I want to try.”
“That’s all I ask.”
He pulled me close to him and kissed my lips lightly.
If he knew how much my heart was jumping right now he would think of me as some fool.
I will try my hardest to let go of my pain just for you. I will try to love you.
I will try to give you my heart before this is all over you will be mine forever.
I promise to make a better life for you.
I promise.
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Yoochun I hate playing this game with you but I must do what I have to for the one I love. Just don’t hate me because I won’t be able to handle it.
You’ll understand when you love someone just as much as I love Lord Eunhyuk, then there is nothing you wouldn’t do for them even if it means hurting a friend.
Just don’t hate me.
Because I cant handle it. . .