well, my internet is down...kinda only my desktop computer can get internet not my laptop. I have to buy a wireless thingy. XP
I've been sick lately. I'm exhausted physically and i'm sick which don't make it better. My house is very over crowded.
This morning I had to ninja over a couch and over two of my siblings just to get out the door.
If i'm not sleeping then i'm listening to music nothing much else to do after I got the internet working on the desktop but i have to share the computer.
As far as my trip to the philipines it has been cancelled. My friend is not going until next summer but i only have the money to go in january so that was a bummer. I would like to go but for now I just planned a birthday bash with one of my friends. we are gonna head to las vegas an gamble all our money lol not really but i've always wanted to go.
My 21st is coming in just three month, wow, i'm old. LOL not really but yeah.
well i don't even want to hear any more TVXQ news right now.
i have enough sadness here. I've been listening to a lot of there old music and I find myself almost crying thinking of their whole situation.
It's hard to even contemplate right now.
As for here, its like endless funerals.
none are very close related but still i live n a small community and in a month we've averaged about 10-15 people dying in a month. in a week there were funeral right after another. its krazy here and whats even krazier is that most deaths could've been prevented. All or most are alcohol or drug related.
of most dying here, i've either known them or worked with them or even went to school with them. I don't even like thinking about it anymore.
every morning i go to work I hear more rumors of so and so is going to be taking of their life support or so and so drove into the lake and they can't find the passenger. i'm tired physically of all this bad news and i just want to never listen to it anymore.
being sick doesn't make all this better but yeah.
as for my fics i'm going to take this time when i'm not on the comp to write. its kinda relaxing to know i can't check my lj fren's page on my laptop and see more sadness. XP
Anywho lets change the sad mood and with limited time imma talk bout a vid i seen.
I've recently got into a new singer but due to lack of internet time couldn't see much of her.
She is known as queen of korean rap and in my opinon she is a rap queen.
Her name is T/Tasha or Yoon Mi Rae.
I just love her music she is amazing and I can't get enough of her.
So i going krazy when I heard she performed at ther MAMA's and now all i have to say is
ALL HAIL THE QUEEN!!!!! at 6:25
all the other girls are alright but none can compare to Miss T.
None can compare to the original.
sorry to say but its my opinon.
yeah so now bye see yah whenever, i can.
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